Originally Posted by
sonatine
mike we have 75% of your ticket to north dakota bought, but we are going to have to escrow it with druff until you provide evidence you got off the bus in north dakota because youre such a weasily little liar.
did things go well re: the loan from your aunt?
Aunt was never loaning me anything, but we have dinner Monday.
I would just as soon forward you the email she sent me, in which she called the idea proof "I am a man without a plan" and nothing else. She hates the idea, mom spent the cash today on my stupid fucking license (hence the blues) I mean, yeah it's a $2500 loan (yes it cost that much) but I feel like a fucking 32 year old infant who can't fend for himself at this point. I want to scream, but it won't do me any good. Mom says she won't lift a finger for North Dakota, so it's all coming down to balls at this point. I HAVE TO GET AWAY JESUS FUCK ME, my family is going to BABY me until I'm 50 and they all DIE and I'll be left standing around holding my dick.
On the plus this allows my record to be cleared and I am eligible for the navy (and I am not getting on that merry go round right now)
Bottom line: I need a JOB, and I need one now. I stayed around helping my parents night and day until their house sold and they moved on ,which they have, now it's time to take care of ME.
The guy I live with told me he wants me to work at a burger place, he had the most fascinating perspective- says working a job like mcdonalds will immerse me back into an environment where I interact with people and can re-establish my personality (I seem to lack social decorum...oh wait, I've heard that before) and also it's a job I'll have to work hard at to survive and it will test my patience, working for so little.
Interesting philosophy. Seems working full time and going to Heald or ITT Tech would be my #1 but heading out to ND allows me to fucking ESCAPE I just want an adventure and to be daring, be dangerous, NOT have mom around to help out (which is why she's against it) I won't know anyone, I might die AND THIS MEANS I WILL BE LIVING FOR FUCKS SAKE!
Will get back to you, going to try and be a "man with a plan" for once in my life, and stick to it. Hard part is writing the blasted plan in the first place....
Appreciate the support, from you and Skatz, I realize I was a letdown but you are all rooting for the nice guy to not fail for once.
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