Well i had a discussion with my pain management doctor about my growing dependency with these and how I feel like I am abusing them and it's ruining my life. He was shocked and surprised that someone admitted that.
I am not simply looking to get high as I do need these for pain and to function daily. I am only 27 and these injury really fucked me up. So he is going to putend on MS Contin as I brought that up, it is extended release so I don't get the initial rush and relief of the oxy. It's gonna help manage the pain consistently.
How does a 27 year old have such issues with hip and spine pain. Well long story short October 2015 I was out walking my dog around dusk on a back road, 30mph zone. These 2 kids came ripping around a corner in a new challenger and lost control as I was trying to evade the pending impact. I dove to the side and jumped up as I did, he was sitting sideways and the direct impact was my hip making impact with the rear fender/trunk area and it flipped me up in the air and I came down hard. I was unconscious and spent 2 months in the hospital recovering. When I was released in was tossed pills by my doctor and have lived decently sense.
Hopefully this medicine willl help better long term with pain and I can control the desire to pop this things like altoids. If not I am going to have to quit the stuff altogether and just try and deal.