Fight Willie! Don't let addiction own you my brother.

You have to WANT to be clean, not just say it, you need to WANT it more than anything.

As you know, there are going to be times, especially in the beginning of your sobriety, that the weakness is going to creep up on you and you are going to want to say "fuck it, I need the boot"... BUT FUCK THAT WILLIE!!! Stand up and say "FUCK YOU WEAKNESS, I'M MOTHER FUCKING WILLIE BAD ASS MOTHER FUCKING MCFUCKYOU, I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT!!!

Just deal with the ugliness of going clean in the beginning and be patient and strong. Slowly but surely you will gain back all that is lost, it's just going to take time. One day at a time my brother. Stay fucking strong.