Someone Died Right in Front of Me

[gut]

At a young age, I witnessed a murder of a family member. No, I am not Batman. But there is still some lingering PTSD from that which will probably last forever.

Other random deaths pale in comparison I guess. I have seen a couple fucked up car wrecks though.

Holy shit, gut!

Eh, I was 4 at the time, didn't know any better then and probably just assumed its normal to see people get shot. Wasn't really until teenage years that I realized that it was, in fact, not a normal thing.

It was a big regional story, front page of the papers type thing. Not going to link to it, im sure there are still a few retards here so not looking to doxx myself.

But yeah, now its more like a weird side note to my life. Actually don't like mentioning it IRL, cause people then have to go through the "OMG that's horrible, so sorry" empathy train, which really kills the spirit having beers at a bar or something.