I have a medical condition which will be tough to treat, and it means the end of radio (for now)

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Could be too new agey or too close to Eastern mysticism. That said Zen Buddhism is usually the most palatable form to the West. You get do stuff all the time and somehow on the way to spiritual enlightenment you get to compete while going for personal high score. Those are the kinda things we understand and see worth doing.

Have to jump in here even though I know most people are blind to it. Meditation beats medication times ten. No side effects, better results, no cost, and it will change your world.
I have had this in my back pocket from the age of 18. I have used it twice to pull myself out of a major addiction cycle. Why do I let addiction back into my life???? I wish I could tell you.
Probably a drama queen.

That's interesting. "Get to compete while going for personal high score". If I read you right, the goal oriented person can still have that but realize it through a different mechanism. And likely see the game differently in the end?
Wow, I'm sure I've confused a few in that thought process,
but I think you're right, if I'm right

Ok this is then totally appropriate