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BCR
The worst addicts I’ve known don’t ever love anything but doing drugs. It’s really all that makes them happy.
That $100 million was worthless to him if he couldn’t spend it on drugs. I mean, your brain and pleasure receptors after 30 years are totally shot. Even if sober, dude is miserable.
He’s a guy who dated Baywatch chicks and Julia Roberts back in the 90s, yet chose drugs and never married or had kids. You really never heard from the guy post 2005. He was holed up somewhere high. He had an unlimited bankroll.
Now he’s old and fat and washed up and is supposed to be happy he’s sober? What fires up his dopamine receptors? Pickleball with friends and long walks in the park? Not likely. Some people are too far gone. He’s lucky he went quick rather than machines and colostomy bags again.
I always laugh when people not addicted to opiates, pills or heroin, and ask why don't they just quit, not understanding opiates rewire the brain to the point synthetic dopamine is far superior to the natural kind, and the addict has no choice to chase it otherwise ends up in the purgatory of dope sick. I saw a documentary on opiates a while back, a young college couple, good looking, spent most of their day trolling the streets looking for Heroin dealers, pills became too expensive. They finally found a dealer, shot up in their car and after their eyes rolled back the girl commented they used to have sex to feel like that. He just cooly said that was a long time ago and drove off. To your point, heroin just takes the fuck over.
Regarding Matt, I had not realized he just vanished after Friends, yeah he was basically a ghost. It has to be awful to be that rich and the only thing that makes you fulfilled in life is pills. He made a comment that he maybe went to 5 Hollywood parties in 20 years. He said his idea of a good time was popping five pills and watching a movie alone. When you see that picture I posted of him a few days before his death, it's obvious he had just given up.