i genuinely dont think i ever once used the term 'n-word' on any of these forums beyond calling gare a 'pasty white n-word' now and again. ive certainly never used it as any form of derogatory / hate slur.
lol at 'all the old school guys here' btw, heaven forfend the 3 of you should think less of me, its really going to make prom awkward.