I can't believe I just wasted 5.5 hours broadcasting to less than 10% of the audience.

So tilting.

Early on when tradershky pointed out that there was no ON AIR sign flashing, I should have checked into why this was happening, rather than just manually turning it on. I forgot that I tied the two together in the same routine, and that lack of ON AIR sign probably meant no recording.

FUCK

This happened once before (for a different reason), and I was so mad about it that I actually redid the whole show the next morning.

I'm not going to do it this time (I honestly can't believe I did that last time), so this one's gonna just have to be a "lost episode", unless someone recorded the live show in some way and had it saved, which is unlikely.

If any of you can "rewind" the live show you were listening to (and maybe fell asleep), PLEASE let me know, and I will instruct you on how to record it and ship it to me.