Def takes balls to lay it out there like this. I apoligize for turning on you cus we were always cool, the Trump shit got the better of me.

Best of luck Martin, and I hope you can beat down these demons(most of us have them) so you're not alone.

No father figure is bound to fuck most people up a bit. You just gotta let it go and do the best you can with your life

Remember the happiest people in the world are people who work in soup kitchens, not multi millionaires.

Maybe do some vounteer work at an animal shelter when you get back on land it might cure some of the anger issues or at least reduce them a bit.