life is a never ending train reck. it's time to pull into the station

[Brittney Griner's Clit]

Only concern I have anymore in this thread is if I should change my auto correct resound to resigned and have it say that last edited shit that I hate or keep it wrong.

But taking this real for a minute, in general anyone that threatens suicide and doesn't do it should apologize to every last person that they elicited genuine reactions from. When I went through my blunt reality trauma I spewed any and everything but still somehow had enough tact to leave the revolver in my mouth nightly the fuck out of it. I've had probably 10 friends threaten suicide. I've had three that did it. Neither of the three were the 10.

Not that anyone cares, but I'm not the least bit suicidal now. Somewhat because I don't have the balls, (tegnation saying suicide is for pussies is just mind numbing. So like bungee jumping off a bridge is an extreme sport that takes balls but bungee jumping off a bridge without the fucking bungee is for pussies? THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!!) but mostly because I believe that I have no control in getting myself out of whatever it is that I got myself into.

Suicide is for pussies...everybody goes through rough times emotionally, family, relationships, financial etc. You have to power through and overcome. You are only gifted with one life and it's very valuable.

That said, only a coward chooses to kill themselves. There are kids with leukemia who won't see there 6th birthday and here is a healthy guy with some issues. Be a man and step up, life has peaks and valleys. Climb out of the valley and enjoy life cause you only have 1.

Good lord. Do you actually think this? All this tells me is that you have zero empathy and have never thought about it. We are wired for SURVIVAL! Going against that programming is going against nature. How can you think going against such an overwhelming force is an easy thing to do? Why isn't everyone killing themselves if it's so easy? You comparing a full grown adult to a six year old with leukemia is apples to oranges. Their pain is not similar in the least.

[Brittney Griner's Clit]

Wait

It seems that you've had a parent or someone super close to you kill themselves to get you to this point of belief. You are still pissed at them for it. It wasn't your fault. But it also wasn't their fault. He was sick in the head most likely to be filled with such hopelessness. It doesnt mean he didn't love you. Chances are he felt you were better off without him. But his actions do not make him a pussy. Those that fear death are pussies.

[Tegnation22]

Suicide is for pussies...everybody goes through rough times emotionally, family, relationships, financial etc. You have to power through and overcome. You are only gifted with one life and it's very valuable.

That said, only a coward chooses to kill themselves. There are kids with leukemia who won't see there 6th birthday and here is a healthy guy with some issues. Be a man and step up, life has peaks and valleys. Climb out of the valley and enjoy life cause you only have 1.

Good lord. Do you actually think this? All this tells me is that you have zero empathy and have never thought about it. We are wired for SURVIVAL! Going against that programming is going against nature. How can you think going against such an overwhelming force is an easy thing to do? Why isn't everyone killing themselves if it's so easy? You comparing a full grown adult to a six year old with leukemia is apples to oranges. Their pain is not similar in the least.

I was hit by a fucking car doing 60 mph and had my hip shattered into pieces, broken ribs, nerve pain, slipped and herelated discs....I was in immense pain, out of work unpaid, medical bills stacked up to the roof, my mother passed. I had nothing positive but never once did i think about killing myself.

I stepped up like a fucking man, powered through the darkness and found some sunshine. Grow up.

[LarryLaffer]

[hongkonger]

Are you serious? How long were you together if you are?

Dead serious. We were together a couple of years when we decided to give it a go and live together.

The funniest part was I had already gotten internet installed at her place under my name. So I had to call the ISP and explain the whole situation to some complete stranger. They sympathized with me and told me not to worry about paying anything on it since I literally never used it. The guy explained that it was actually a fairly regular occurrence.

I later found out from her sister that there was another guy on the line and she did not want him to know about me. So if we lived together that would blow her cover with the other guy.

That was my first thought as well. What a whore.

[nunbeater]

Dead serious. We were together a couple of years when we decided to give it a go and live together.

The funniest part was I had already gotten internet installed at her place under my name. So I had to call the ISP and explain the whole situation to some complete stranger. They sympathized with me and told me not to worry about paying anything on it since I literally never used it. The guy explained that it was actually a fairly regular occurrence.

I later found out from her sister that there was another guy on the line and she did not want him to know about me. So if we lived together that would blow her cover with the other guy.

That was my first thought as well. What a whore.

Yeah pretty much. It was definitely a blessing in disguise though, that bitch was all fucked up. So fucking glad I am not the guy that has to deal with her bullshit any more.

Women are the fucking rake

[Sanlmar]

Larry, let me preface this by saying I do generally enjoy your posts, you seem like you're a decent person and your life is going to be just fine so as long as you don't have a temper tantrum and throw it away. Long story short I'm rooting for you to get your shit together and have a great life.

With that out of the way, let's recap - assuming I didn't miss anything, you wanted to kill yourself because some asshole was an asshole to you and some girl didn't want to sleep with you. Oh no how horrifying!!!!! Those aren't life ending problems. They're friggin inconveniences or maybe if you really stretch it annoyances (or a day in the life of gay sex). You've clearly led a ridiculously sheltered life and you need to grow the fuck up. You literally know nothing about pain or tragedy (like losing a child or watching your spouse waste away from cancer). God willing you continue to be lucky enough to never experience either of those things. And for those of you who are defending this "whoa is me nonsense", yall are just encouraging the boy and are not helping. End rant.

Well said. You haven't lived long enough or seen enough of the world to have more than a childish perspective. That doesn't dismiss the fact that you felt the way you did. Maybe it was real.

It's like a 3 year old who skins his knees and wails like he is about to die. No perspective. Not that I am without sympathy for the 3 year old - shit is real to him. But we both know the kid will experience far worse shit in the coming years. Generally, the play is to not say this to the child. He can't process that news yet. Can you?

Imagine that kid was yours and you take him to emergency and they discover he has cancer. Now that shit happens to parents. Drexel will tell you everything gonna be okay but we know shit don't always work out for these folks.

Larry, if you really had reached that point where you really didn't give a fuck about life anymore I would have suggested you harness this precious and rare level consciousness.

It's the guys who don't give a fuck and don't fear failure or death that are dangerous. Why would you give up that kind of equity?

This thread is more reveling about those that bothered to reach out.

Drexel, for example, is gonna tell you tales of the beautiful sunrises to be experienced. Drexel is running another one of his soft cons. Drexel has a wry sense of humor that he uses for his own purpose. Truth is you are guaranteed to experience far worse shit if you are playing the game right. But now you are better able to deal.

Like someone who graduates Choice Center and thinks they have achieved a new level of consciousness I think your alleged flirtation with suicide is hokum. If you were sincere, my apologies and congratulations.

Stop being a pussy

I hope I have helped.

[Baron Von Strucker]

WB Larry!

speaking of train wrecks...

ill bet immorehung over than you today buddy .... started out by watching the huskies play yesterday and my buds were doing shots when ever there was a turnover or goal, hi scoring game so things got messy and smoking weed. my wife came over and forced every one to down shots of apricots brandy till another empty bottle and then more.... my buddy cranked up my stereo super loud the neighbours came over to see if we were ok?? they were good to go another jug of cocktails, i saw my son was pissed off walking around with peltor 93's on and pretty sure i was vaping in front of my daughter, gone be hard to explain that I'm thinking. i felt a bit bad for them so we went paddle boarding after a hour or so on our way in we could see our deck full of people dancing to raining men (disco) things got progressively out of control we polished off a bottle of don julio ate some frozen pizza (cooked) and went to the bar cause i guess we weren't shit faced enough and the girls in bikinis dancing on the deck didn't have enough clothes on and way to skinny, just guessing. drank 3 more beers talked to the fatties in lumber jackets, smoked a gross cigarette.... you know your gon wen you start smoking and you never smoke. walked the dog, got denied sex with the wife who by the way was responsible for the whole mess.

cooking bacon and collecting empty bottles rite now. gonna take it easy today is the plan.

take it easy too Larry change your friends up a bit and put a nail in that dicks tire first chance you get,

This is it in a nutshell. The wife makes you drink apricot anything and has the nerve to refuse some manly pleasures. I wiish I could provide a tactic to bring her in line but she could easliy turn this against you making hell just a bit hotter.

The way the Slovak women give you this push off in this case is they switch it around and question your ability to perform to there standards. Even worse if you actually are able to get in there and fail half way through you can wipe it off the schedule for a month of more.


The best tactic in this case is to get up early do the dishes clean up cook the kids breakfast feed and walk the dog possibly vacuum or swiffer. then there is a decent opportunity there.

[hongkonger]

so Larry will you be ok or do we need to keep you over night?

last night was a tough one. i usually don't fly off the handle so quick. but shots of gin, whiskey, and a few cups from the keg, did it for me last night


but at least people had a good time at the party. they didn't know how upset i was.


funny thing is, i barely drank before probation took away my privilege to get high. and when i did, i didn't get depressed.

currently drinking cranberry juice. i think ive had enough alchohol this weekend.

I don't know why but I had this sudden inspiration that you should stop drinking.

[limitles]

This is it in a nutshell. The wife makes you drink apricot anything and has the nerve to refuse some manly pleasures. I wiish I could provide a tactic to bring her in line but she could easliy turn this against you making hell just a bit hotter.

The way the Slovak women give you this push off in this case is they switch it around and question your ability to perform to there standards. Even worse if you actually are able to get in there and fail half way through you can wipe it off the schedule for a month of more.


The best tactic in this case is to get up early do the dishes clean up cook the kids breakfast feed and walk the dog possibly vacuum or swiffer. then there is a decent opportunity there.

I always thought these traits were applicable to all women but my " counterpart" has Russian/Ukrainian blood (possibly cold) so you may be onto something.

And yes If you can somehow outwork them your stock will rise. Keep in mind anything that doesn't measure up to their standards goes onto the chalkboard of judgement that is recalled instantly when needed.

[handicapme]

I learned a few things from this thread about our littled fucked community, well maybe not learned but solidified:

1) The majority of us don't want to see people on here hels themselves. Even when mighty mouse gets trolled constantly, we don't want harm to fall on him. He may be horrible at times, but he's our little horrible mouse.(still think his potential of being a good poster is there and I think many would agree now)

2) The rest for the most part won't comment and say shit until they know he's fine, then drill into him. I think this is fine and actually shows they too are decent in their own way. This is how the forum was ages ago and I totally think it's fine. If the mumbles fuck was to post something like this, I would have taken this route. I'd love to see him go, but not this way and if he didn't do it then I'd shit on him and laugh, but I'd be happy he's okay at the end of the day.

3) BGC coming in back in his true form making horrible post and trying to garner attention because it's not on him... wtf man? You were doing great and making legit legendary post up until your last ban, now you're back to babbling shit. Like the mumbles fuck, you have the ability to be great, yet choose to be horrible... I don't get it.

4) Tine is god and we all know if larry did do something to harm himself he would secretly feel bad.

God speed mighty mouse. Like I said in a previous post and many people have reiterated, life is all about the ups and downs... don't let a down part dictate who you are or your life, let the up parts do that.

[LarryLaffer]

all fair points.

depression sucks.


but to all who reached out, thank you.

[adamantium]

can we get back to discussing this post?

I think it is getting to the point where the US military should get involved when foreign countries fail to put a stop to the scamming of US citizens.

A lot of the time, these scammers exist in concentrated communities. Would love to see the US military just basically go into these communities and put bullets in the heads of those involved with the scamming. Once word of this got around, I bet it would stop or become severely curtailed.

I know that in Nigeria, entire towns are dedicated to scamming, and they will attempt to kill any police coming to arrest them. Seems like a perfect spot to drop bombs on those internet cafes which are only used for scamming.

It's 2015, and threats to the US don't just come from violent attacks anymore.

[limitles]

can we get back to discussing this post?

I think it is getting to the point where the US military should get involved when foreign countries fail to put a stop to the scamming of US citizens.

A lot of the time, these scammers exist in concentrated communities. Would love to see the US military just basically go into these communities and put bullets in the heads of those involved with the scamming. Once word of this got around, I bet it would stop or become severely curtailed.

I know that in Nigeria, entire towns are dedicated to scamming, and they will attempt to kill any police coming to arrest them. Seems like a perfect spot to drop bombs on those internet cafes which are only used for scamming.

It's 2015, and threats to the US don't just come from violent attacks anymore.

I think this is a sign of early kidney disfunction. To consider otherwise is scarier.

[LarryLaffer]

such a de rail and i'm not even mad about it.

[Brittney Griner's Clit]

I learned a few things from this thread about our littled fucked community, well maybe not learned but solidified:

1) The majority of us don't want to see people on here hels themselves. Even when mighty mouse gets trolled constantly, we don't want harm to fall on him. He may be horrible at times, but he's our little horrible mouse.(still think his potential of being a good poster is there and I think many would agree now)

2) The rest for the most part won't comment and say shit until they know he's fine, then drill into him. I think this is fine and actually shows they too are decent in their own way. This is how the forum was ages ago and I totally think it's fine. If the mumbles fuck was to post something like this, I would have taken this route. I'd love to see him go, but not this way and if he didn't do it then I'd shit on him and laugh, but I'd be happy he's okay at the end of the day.

3) BGC coming in back in his true form making horrible post and trying to garner attention because it's not on him... wtf man? You were doing great and making legit legendary post up until your last ban, now you're back to babbling shit. Like the mumbles fuck, you have the ability to be great, yet choose to be horrible... I don't get it.

4) Tine is god and we all know if larry did do something to harm himself he would secretly feel bad.

God speed mighty mouse. Like I said in a previous post and many people have reiterated, life is all about the ups and downs... don't let a down part dictate who you are or your life, let the up parts do that.

you gotta be kidding me to basically every word of that.


Basically if he wanted to run his shitty dupe up in here without me molesting it he should have either

a) made damn sure to not troll me or come at me in any way with it. (Watching krypt or limitles do their thing doesn't annoy me even slightly)

b) told me it was him

c) not make a drama bomb thread where everyone reacts in an awkward manner based on the owner of the account being a celebrity.

I listen to radio once every three months tops. Todd is God can look at how many radio links I've clicked on. I was truly hoping that I'd wake up today and someone would be like, "Hey faggot. Go to episode 192 and fast forward to hour 12 minute 32. They are literally talking over each other on air together you faggot." I feel alive when I'm proven wrong of something I'm certain of. I don't get that feeling that often because I've rarely been certain about anything since 09 or so, but when I am I'm never wrong.

You say I was making legendary posts. I don't remember that. But if I was making you happy and going with the flow grinning and bearing it I was most certainly high on that marijuana and that's no way to be.

[handicapme]

I learned a few things from this thread about our littled fucked community, well maybe not learned but solidified:

1) The majority of us don't want to see people on here hels themselves. Even when mighty mouse gets trolled constantly, we don't want harm to fall on him. He may be horrible at times, but he's our little horrible mouse.(still think his potential of being a good poster is there and I think many would agree now)

2) The rest for the most part won't comment and say shit until they know he's fine, then drill into him. I think this is fine and actually shows they too are decent in their own way. This is how the forum was ages ago and I totally think it's fine. If the mumbles fuck was to post something like this, I would have taken this route. I'd love to see him go, but not this way and if he didn't do it then I'd shit on him and laugh, but I'd be happy he's okay at the end of the day.

3) BGC coming in back in his true form making horrible post and trying to garner attention because it's not on him... wtf man? You were doing great and making legit legendary post up until your last ban, now you're back to babbling shit. Like the mumbles fuck, you have the ability to be great, yet choose to be horrible... I don't get it.

4) Tine is god and we all know if larry did do something to harm himself he would secretly feel bad.

God speed mighty mouse. Like I said in a previous post and many people have reiterated, life is all about the ups and downs... don't let a down part dictate who you are or your life, let the up parts do that.

you gotta be kidding me to basically every word of that.


Basically if he wanted to run his shitty dupe up in here without me molesting it he should have either

a) made damn sure to not troll me or come at me in any way with it. (Watching krypt or limitles do their thing doesn't annoy me even slightly)

b) told me it was him

c) not make a drama bomb thread where everyone reacts in an awkward manner based on the owner of the account being a celebrity.

I listen to radio once every three months tops. Todd is God can look at how many radio links I've clicked on. I was truly hoping that I'd wake up today and someone would be like, "Hey faggot. Go to episode 192 and fast forward to hour 12 minute 32. They are literally talking over each other on air together you faggot." I feel alive when I'm proven wrong of something I'm certain of. I don't get that feeling that often because I've rarely been certain about anything since 09 or so, but when I am I'm never wrong.

You say I was making legendary posts. I don't remember that. But if I was making you happy and going with the flow grinning and bearing it I was most certainly high on that marijuana and that's no way to be.

[sonatine]

I learned a few things from this thread about our littled fucked community, well maybe not learned but solidified:

1) The majority of us don't want to see people on here hels themselves. Even when mighty mouse gets trolled constantly, we don't want harm to fall on him. He may be horrible at times, but he's our little horrible mouse.(still think his potential of being a good poster is there and I think many would agree now)

2) The rest for the most part won't comment and say shit until they know he's fine, then drill into him. I think this is fine and actually shows they too are decent in their own way. This is how the forum was ages ago and I totally think it's fine. If the mumbles fuck was to post something like this, I would have taken this route. I'd love to see him go, but not this way and if he didn't do it then I'd shit on him and laugh, but I'd be happy he's okay at the end of the day.

3) BGC coming in back in his true form making horrible post and trying to garner attention because it's not on him... wtf man? You were doing great and making legit legendary post up until your last ban, now you're back to babbling shit. Like the mumbles fuck, you have the ability to be great, yet choose to be horrible... I don't get it.

4) Tine is god and we all know if larry did do something to harm himself he would secretly feel bad.

God speed mighty mouse. Like I said in a previous post and many people have reiterated, life is all about the ups and downs... don't let a down part dictate who you are or your life, let the up parts do that.

you gotta be kidding me to basically every word of that.


Basically if he wanted to run his shitty dupe up in here without me molesting it he should have either

a) made damn sure to not troll me or come at me in any way with it. (Watching krypt or limitles do their thing doesn't annoy me even slightly)

b) told me it was him

c) not make a drama bomb thread where everyone reacts in an awkward manner based on the owner of the account being a celebrity.

I listen to radio once every three months tops. Todd is God can look at how many radio links I've clicked on. I was truly hoping that I'd wake up today and someone would be like, "Hey faggot. Go to episode 192 and fast forward to hour 12 minute 32. They are literally talking over each other on air together you faggot." I feel alive when I'm proven wrong of something I'm certain of. I don't get that feeling that often because I've rarely been certain about anything since 09 or so, but when I am I'm never wrong.

You say I was making legendary posts. I don't remember that. But if I was making you happy and going with the flow grinning and bearing it I was most certainly high on that marijuana and that's no way to be.

shut up garrett.

[lewfather]

well that's it. I've officially had it. tonight was the last straw.


so I've decided to roll with it. this never ending train wreck I call life. I have no friends, only people who say they're my friend and really they are my mortal enemy. they've pushed me as far as I can go.


so I'm calling it quits at life. in just a mere number of hours I will be gone. pushed from existence. I'm gonna let them win. I tried. I really did. but I just didn't try enough.


this is my final mission. I'm not going out with a bang, I'm going out silently. by myself.

I've been close to the edge for a while now. and I think it's time to go over. into the abyss.

one mistake begets another and I'm over it. I'm over life.

30 years was a good run. longer than some, shorter than most.

my family will be sad, my true friends will be sad but over time they'll cope and they'll understand that there was no helping me. this is the way it has to be.


bye everyone. it's been fun. but I won't be around anymore. on PFA or in life. unless I somehow get out of the deep depression I'm in.


go ahead and troll away. it's ok. I deserve it.


stay up

Larry

[Zap_the_Fractions_Giraffe]