What happened to "big dick"? Is he dead?

[Sloppy Joe]

I abused coke from late 2015 until early 2017. I have a high school friend who is an addict but at this point I hadnt booted him from my life quite yet. Anyway, as it happens, people who use coke tend to hang out and party with other people who use coke. So I was partying one night with this girl sniffing a bunch of coke and she asked if I knew how to cook it and I told her no but I have a friend who does so I called him and he talked me through it. It turns out all you need is a spoon, some water, some coke and a little baking soda. Oh ya, and a lighter too. A pin is useful for stirring. I didn't know this girl smoked crack at the time and it didnt seem as bad to me then as it would now. She already had a pipe with her but had to go to the bodega for this thing you put in the pipe something like a small piece of steel wool if memory is correct on that. Anyway, she smoked the crack and I didn't. I was already very high from the coke at that point, had plenty more coke and didn't want to adopt a new way of using it I knew was going to change my life for the worse. So I never smoked crack and that was as close as I ever came and I haven't had any coke in more than 4 years.

this is something you don't share on PFA

Grateful that I must have had weak shit the two times I tried Coke. Was in college, it was expensive and the Adderall I was prescribed (lol) was far more effective.