At the end of your tunnel. The guys gotta get credit in that he believes in something and is willing to go for it. So many people get stuck, or lost in societal norms, and maybe never really find their real self. tyde not only reached beyond normal boundaries but he also shared it with all of us. For better or worse. So you never write a candid sincere man off like that because he/she believes in something different than you, or what "society" thinks. Marty gives this places a little spunk, a reason to come back. And Druff no offense, you're forum followers needs it.
Tyde keep being you, and honestly keep in touch. I could fly to San Diego tomorrow. Would you pick me up still?