Well it finally happened, after over 10 years of online poker I can finally say I'm 100% done. I started playing back around 2003 and proud to say that I built up a very nice role from never depositing and grinding like a mofo. As stupid as it sounds, its one of my proudest achievements. Poker played a big part in my life and it was not easy to give up. While I had not played a hand in over a year I still had a few thousand in pokerstars. I just didn't have it in me to take the last of my money out. Always thought in the back of my head I might come back some day. But the truth is after you've played poker for a living it just isn't as fun anymore to play recreationally. I loved back in grad school grinding out 8 hour tournaments or 10 tabling cash. I remember going for runs along the canal listening to AEjones lecture about poker on the free ipod I got from stars. The monitor right now I'm typing on was free from stars too... Nowadays pokerfraudalert and OOTV twoplustwo is about all I have... and neither is really about poker.
Anyways today my rsa token finally expired (issued 2008). I realized I've carried that thing on my key chain nearly everywhere for the past 6 years. I took it off, got out my one time password (only time I ever used it), and withdrew every last penny. For the first time ever since I started playing poker I literally have no money online. Its crazy to think back to 2003-2005 and how the atmosphere was back then. It really was and amazing time and I'm okay with giving it up. Don't have any regrets but its definitely not easy to give up some of your identity when poker was such a big part of it.