Originally Posted by
Pooh
Never....in my entire fucking life have I ever been around such a conglomerate of complete clusterfucks and life losers.
Everytime I log out from here I feel as though I need to take two fucking showers.
Druff: Sincerely, good luck with the site. It's unfortunate you let this place become DD 2.0 within the first month but it your show so its all good I'm sure.
Jesep: Good luck with Filthy...I'll still be listening.
Remember everyone, when you read this I will still be making >$250k a year and you'll still be struggling to pay rent while eating Ramun noodles every night.
VWL: you'll still be 50 and borderline homeless. Enjoy working until your 80 fucking yrs old before you can live your final few miserable yrs probably in some fucking gutter.
Corrigan: you still have never said anything remotely interesting or funny, even by accident. keep fighting the good fight though, dweeb
Muck: you'll still be the idiot on here 24/7 fantasizing about being with Marty some day. I'd wager big money that if you ever ran into the guy you try to suck his cock. you're fucking creepy.
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408mike wrote:
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I'm going on 7 or 8 weeks clean in a row now and
nothing seems to be going right. I slipped financially
and lost my car and apartment, at the moment im
sleeping on moms floor while i look for a job most of
the time by light rail or bus. I feel like a fucking
loser pretty much 24/7, and my mother naturally rubs
it in my face when shes in a slightly bad mood, yet is
supportive when in a good mood. Her moods can swing
one way or the other randomly for no reason, and it's
really putting me on an emotional roller coaster. To
make things worse, I am trying to repair the
friendships I blew off the last few years, and finding
little comfort. I have maybe one or two ok friends who
still take my calls, ryan and all my close friends
either ignore me or have told me they hope i do
alright but want nothing to do with me. so, I am
sitting here broke with no home really, no car no
friends nothing. and I'm supposed to be clean? WHY?! I
can't even remember why I cleaned up in the first
place, and now that I have i can't see a reason to
stay this way. i don't get it, i figured things would
fall into place and instead everything is coming
unglued. i have been keeping busy with my dieting, but
i realized today although it is a goal I want to
achieve, my motive was not to lose weight it was just
something to keep busy. i don't know what to do. the
feeling, i get no new emails, noone calls me noone
answers when i call and my parents are horribly cold.
I have no money, nowhere to go. i spent the last 2
saturdays helping a friend of my moms build a fence,
he was super cool and his girl was nice and all that
but i cant shake this feeling theyre talking about me
behind my back, saying i'm weird or stupid or
something. i can't put my finger on it. im trying to
make new friendships, and i just don't like being
around people i dont know. I dont trust them, don't
know what they really think of me. makes me want to
drink and be alone somewhere, get some coke but i tell
myself DON'T GO BACK TO THAT! but why not? Noone will
care if i die. Not one single person. My mom might
care but she's good at not ever dealing with emotion
and would just repress everything like she always
does. I don't really want to go back to getting high,
but I havent seen anything good come of sobering up
and I'm really really wodering why i did it in the
first place.
You are absolutely right. Not one person here or otherwise will give two shits when you finally off yourself. You're the biggist life loser on here, nurse.
I'm done here obv.
Later Fags
Oh and the Internet is serious fucking business.
You screamed goodbye, and now you're back. I can only assume you love us and need more.
I guess it doesn't deserve a response, but I'm in a good mood so I'll see your accusation of homelessness and extreme poverty and raise you this: People who are raised in highly dysfunctional households more often than not lose out on the opportunities to accomplish better career and earning outcomes over the course of a lifetime. In fact, a few scholarly studies have quantified the difference between life earnings of those with "normal" healthy childhoods, and those who either were abused, neglected, or suffer from depression. The findings make it clear that many years are lost in the struggle to "make it" for the latter group. You can Google the studies if you are interested - I find it quite fascinating because it's such a common malady in our culture.
At any rate, despite a bad start in life, I am actually fairly accomplished. I put myself through school, am on my way to a Masters degree, and I have raised a wonderful, well-adjusted child who has all the advantages I never did. I'm a decent writer, and well-educated for someone from poverty ~ more; I've developed meaningful, lasting relationships with good people over the course of my life. This alone is satisfying and a measure of success, considering where I've been and what I've seen. In addition, despite a pretty horrible run of life circumstances in this past decade, I've remained gainfully employed and on track to recover financially well before retirement. Homelessness is not in the cards ~ paying way too much and struggling hard to
keep a home ~ yes. However, most of America is in that boat.
Lastly, I find it distasteful to brag on these forums about how much money you make or how many babes you've bagged, but if you want to go that route, more power to you. Just know that people don't respect it, and it will be harder to connect to the community if you insist on touting how much better you are than everyone else. Listen, if you're better, we'll figure it out and say it for you.
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