Originally Posted by
vegas1369
I said I was always pro 408 many weeks ago, maybe months, and I still am. I still root for you to succeed, but fuck man, you are making that damn near impossible to do anymore.
As far as "turning on you in public", let's be real here Mike... I have ALWAYS given you shit when I felt the need to. This goes all the way back to the days of Felon, and if you don't at least recall 3 times in the past that I have called you out for your stupidity, you might even be more lost than I think you are. Just a quick thought about it brings me back to your asinine comments about a napkin being a bag of coke, and some dumb shit about Jeep parts and motors for $300. I have always given you shit.
I don't slam you to look cool. If that were the case I would have jumped on the bandwagon a long time ago. I just have seen enough.
I'll tell you this... And this is not a criticism of the way Druff runs things around here, but if this were DD back in the day I would have banned your ass a while ago until you showed some assemblance of sanity. You seriously need a long vacation from these forums, whether you realize it or not, it's just making your condition much worse.
It seems you are really close to rock bottom Mike, and I truly hope you pull yourself out of this somehow... I really do.
You giving me shit is cool, you giving me shit blindly for no reason because it's trendy is NOT cool. Can you honestly say I am acting out of line that badly? Substantiate your reasoning with logic or proof of some kind and I will listen and take heed.
Personally I find it strange you tell me I am close to rock bottom when you do not know enough about my life to make such an assertion and doubly strange that my life is BETTER now than it's been in some time, yet the progress is ignored. Why do you do that? Ignoring progress I mean, answer that for yourself and you will realize why you are wrong for trashing me.
I do not live with my parents and pending some finalizations of a house I am helping remodel I will be on to a more permanent residence, I have some perspective on where I need to be going in life and how to get there and for the most part, I have eliminated negative influences as a whole. There is a lot to be said for the fact that I am moving forward without having a car or good credit, and those problems have easy solutions, something like having a kid or STD or possibly a crazy ex wife, those are much more permanent problems I have avoided. When I am back working full time my life will change 100% for the better, and all of the recent bullshit will fade into nothingness, so how exactly am I letting you down such that you need to treat me like shit?
And last, why can't I come online and bullshit with other people and not get berated constantly for it? I keep my bullshit here, where it's innocuous, instead of pissing people off and getting myself arrested or who knows what. I challenge you to do better in my shoes, you couldn't, that's a fact. Before you think of slamming me for having landed in this spot in the first place, I already accepted culpability for my actions and in all honesty, I have some regrets, but life must be lived forward and I can say I have learned a LOT about what to do and not to do.
I will get on my feet, I will do it on my own, and I will find a way to educate others about the pitfalls I experienced, and hopefully help others make better decisions by learning through my mistakes.