Well, my liver pain finally went away. I am not really concerned about the long term effects to my liver to be honest. Only 30% of Alcoholics ever progress to liver failure, now to be fair it really is because most drinkers die of heart disease first. But I feel good, lost 10lbs just organically by not pumping loads of alcohol sugars to my gut. I listen to AA audios a lot on the web, just personal stories. I don't believe in AA principles whatsoever, but I do like listening to stories about how people monumentally fucked up do to alcohol. One story I listened to the other day was a guy who woke up half immersed in a Florida canal after a bender. I mean you have no idea if its true but it sounded like it was.
This is a audio I keep going back to, its a good listen:
https://mirror.xa-speakers.org/speak...nion200432.mp3
It's been over 2 months and I have only drank once, it wasn't much I was in a wedding and slammed back three cocktails, but I started to feel guilty so I just stopped for the evening. I am not one of those day counters, I just know I quit earlier this year.
I find myself sleeping a lot less. Some nights I am only getting 4 hours. I generally get up at 4am now, which is weird and downright creepy. I hooked up an antenna for fun, and get the strangest shows on at 4am. I am into the Paper Chase series, it's about a first year law student, why its on local programming at 4am on some channel I have never heard of, no idea. It's quite interesting, you got the codger old Professor John Houseman, I really only remember him from Rollerball. And those financial commercials. But it is interesting watching local programming and local commercials.
Going to call the Doctor this week, my BP is like 100-60. It's never been that low, and I am quite sure I no longer need BP meds since I am not drinking any longer.