The most dangerous position you can put me is in a big hotel suite all alone
This is where I feel the most alone and depressed, which always causes you to make interesting, creative and destructive decisions
My flight to Vegas was delayed out of FLL, so I got in late. I didnÂ’t order a suite, just a standard king room at CaesarÂ’s but they were out of those as it was after midnight so they gave a me a suite
I donÂ’t care at all, it just makes me more depressed
Can you believe I used to stay and play in casinos all day everyday?
I donÂ’t thank God enough for removing me from those circumstances
Perhaps the most depresssed IÂ’ve ever been was sitting in an absolute shit hole hotel on the outskirts of Atlantic City after being up for 2 days straight and not being able to afford another night at borgata. I drove around town and eventually found a shit hole motel with a room ready at like 11 am
I watched high stakes poker on YouTube season 1 and ordered chicken fingers and fries from a local pizza shop
After I had a few bites I fell asleep and woke up at like 10pm
When I woke up I obviously felt like shit, disoriented, depressed. Makes you wonder about druffs schedule
I then got into my Honda and drove to borgata and played $1/$2 hold em. I actually ran exceptionally pure that night from the moment I sat down.
I doubled up almost immediately when I got dealt jacks, called the ace high flop knowing he had an ace, spoke a jack on the turn and double my $300 buy in on the river
The guys flipped his shit at me. He went to the cage, took out a $75k marker and sat back down at the $1/$2 game and just stared at me while mumbling about how he was rich
I said “sir the max buying $300” he didn’t find it funny
Oh the way out, I grabbed an egg sandwich at that one spot that sold breakfast and hot dogs and a guy from the game was there and told me I should be really careful on the way out and that he thought I was a good player but maybe should watch my mouth. Good advice
Anyways nothing more happened and that wasnÂ’t about Vegas