I find your take on me to be both monotonous and puerile. It also is a tale yes a tale as to your age and thus understanding. It is often attributed to Churchill but it was actually the French men Jules Claretie who said it best.
‘If you’re not a liberal when you’re 25, you have no heart. If you’re not a conservative by the time you’re 35, you have no brain.’
No truer words have been spoken, just look around, this divide among a nation it comes down to heart vs head. We can look closer at such writings by Fyodor Dostoyevsky who famously said "you must feel less to know more".
What you feel means nothing in terms of truth.