It seems like there are some intelligent people here, so I would like some advice.
I like to think of myself as a normal, well-adjusted guy. I am 40 years old. I live in a beautiful resort town, don't have to work because my wife's rich parents own a tire store, and generally have all day to fuck around on the internet and gawk at hot 12-year-old girls in the pool of my complex. (If you're wondering about the last thing, I'm not a pervert or a creep! I can stare at them from the safety of my high balcony!)
Anyway, my one vice, if you would call it that, is obsession with other grown men on the internet. Keep in mind that I am not the slightest bit gay (even though when I first posted a pic of my wife on the net, some people thought she was a dude, lol), but I seem to be getting more involved in the lives of these men on the internet.
Okay, it's not really men. It's one man. I can't really say I'm in love with him. I'm definitely not attracted to him. But I think about him all day and night. When he doesn't give me the attention that I crave, I do things like post information about his family members. All I want from this particular man is to get his attention and maybe be allowed to post on his website.
I don't think this makes me gay or abnormal, but some people have recently come to disagree. I can post a lot of pictures of my wife in a bikini to prove that I'm straight. I do that a lot on the internet because people think I'm cool when I do it.
Anyway, I'll stop rambling here and see what the brilliant minds of this site have to say about my predicament.
Thank you for your time, and I appreciate your non-judgmental commentary.
Sincerely,
Michael W. Harvey (not to be confused with Michael W. Smith, lolz!)