Everything changed in a blink of a eye. While i was in the hospital fighting for my life my x of 12 years was screwing a so called friend or mine. Prior to the stroke i was working a full time job and i worked part time at a friend's BBQ joint. I was bringing in over 2500 a month. Then one morning as i was driving to work everything got blurry and i slammed my car into a guardrail. The wreck might have saved my life as the EMS got there fast and noticed my speech was off. They immediately gave me a shot to reverse the stroke or i probably wouldn't have made it. 3 years ago i became a pappy to my Granddaughter Rosie. I also have another granddaughter on the way due in September. My son and i have become very close. I am unable to find a job that i can physically do so i am considering starting a youtube channel to help compensate for the very small disability check i recieve every month. I lost my home back in November 2018 and since then i have been renting a room from my cousin. She is a blessing in my life because if i hadn't found a decent place to live my only choice would have been a nursing home and i am not ready for that. The landlord went up on our rent by 33% starting next month so i am going to have to either supplement my income or make a hard decision about a assisted living facility. I am walking without a cane around the house but use a electric wheelchair to get out and about. I feel as if i am in overtime in life. Mist wouldn't have survived the wreck and stroke combo.