Wanna goto the Philippines?

[JACKDANIELS]

where about in the philippines is this and what exactly are you going to be doing ? i have a slight interest in this but the timing is not great. if i had the chance to do this a month ago i would have insta came as i was already in se asia. its definately something that i could see myself doing in the future am sure if would be a great experience.

[JUSTIFIEDhomicide]

where about in the philippines is this and what exactly are you going to be doing ? i have a slight interest in this but the timing is not great. if i had the chance to do this a month ago i would have insta came as i was already in se asia. its definately something that i could see myself doing in the future am sure if would be a great experience.

Hey Jack, in a smaller village outside of Manila called Cayagen de Oro. Spelling might be off. I'm on my phone and can't check at the moment.

I'd love to get you involved with our org. Tons of euros come and volunteer, in fact usually more than Americans.

They will have projects in the future. They're a great org to get hooked up with. If you want the info pm me and I'll ship it

[JUSTIFIEDhomicide]

Bump

What's up Mike? You never called.

[JACKDANIELS]

like i said weiss its something that i would like to do in the future but the timing is bad. i only recently moved back to the uk and am headed to canada next for probably 2 years so a trip to the philippines is very unlikely atm.

when are you heading there yourself ?

[DABADASS]

I may be interested... PM me weiss

[JUSTIFIEDhomicide]

like i said weiss its something that i would like to do in the future but the timing is bad. i only recently moved back to the uk and am headed to canada next for probably 2 years so a trip to the philippines is very unlikely atm.

when are you heading there yourself ?

I think I'm gonna head out Early to mid October until Nov 20th

[sonatine]

Bump

What's up Mike? You never called.

Predictable. Someone probably tipped him off that Scooter, GaySex, and Wong were passing around a hat to pay for his plane ticket. Shit probably just got a little too real for him.

[JUSTIFIEDhomicide]

Bump

What's up Mike? You never called.

Predictable. Someone probably tipped him off that Scooter, GaySex, and Wong were passing around a hat to pay for his plane ticket. Shit probably just got a little too real for him.

It's okay. He's making you look smarter by the minute

[WillieMcFML]

i do not want to be associated in ANY WAY with 408mike irl

kid means well i'm sure but is 100% unstable

i'm protective of the org me and weiss worked for, and i don't want mike anywhere near it

call me crazy

[408Mike]

Hey Weiss, I apologize for not calling.

First, I spent a fair amount of time talking about/doing very little with my recruiter, aside from filling out statements as to why I couldn't pay traffic fines a decade ago that resulted in driving on a suspended license. Oh, and why I REGRET every facet of my life at that point, it's stupid.

I got back ~4pm or so, and since I had to run errands with my neighbor before leaving for my appointment in the AM, he gave me a ride over. Which is great, but it leaves me without my bike, which left me with a 1.5 hour walk home, in 100+ heat, wearing my nice clothes (jeans and the cinn vid shirt and black shoes no hat-you get the picture) and when i got in, I was literally dying.

I will drop you a line soon, right now I still do not have solid dates when I am going to deploy and what not (they don't seem to like answering actual questions that require some thought, probably because if my court date for record clearance is not successful, the navy most likely doesn't want me, so for now I'm being kept at a distance, which really sucks) and truth be told, I will leave this at your discretion, but my life seems too catastrophic still for you to put any real faith/confidence in me. You are gunning for a deadline I have no confidence I can meet unfortunately, and although I REALLY do want to go, I honestly think right now is a bad time for me. If I don't come out and say it now, I'll just end up wasting your time, which would be disrespectful, and I would regret doing it. Confrontation is not my strength, normally I would just string you along and presume "things will work out" and when they don't, I am nowhere to be found.

So, presumably, this is a step in the right direction for me (don't mean to hijack) and, with absolute sincerity, I intend to go when I am able. You have my word on that.

By the by, my parents liked the idea a lot and got interested in your organization. By chance, when you go can or would you accept donations to help out? Tools canned food shoes that sort of thing. My step-dad would like to know, and thank you for treating my request with respect and dignity, I am sorry to let you down.

Mike

[408Mike]

i do not want to be associated in ANY WAY with 408mike irl

kid means well i'm sure but is 100% unstable

i'm protective of the org me and weiss worked for, and i don't want mike anywhere near it

call me crazy

You are crazy.

Aside from a recent tendency to be flaky there is nothing wrong with me, and trust that I wouldn't head out to another country as one of Weiss's crew and not be very aware that my actions reflect directly on him to his peers.

I would make Weiss look Godly, which he deserves (man toiled away for ages in Haiti already) or I wouldn't go. And for the time being, and likely this excursion, I am withdrawing.

You make a mistake that a lot of other people who haven't met me irl, or talked to me irl, make- you assume my e-persona is exactly like how I am in real life, and that's not fair to me.

I think because I tend to share real life stories and comings and goings, people assume I am one dimensional, which isn't true. Then, logically, you would assume my emotional instability is the same in real life and that I fly off the handle and whatever else.

I come online to be entertained, to mingle, to let off steam, to relax (typing is relaxing for me, kind of like shaving) and truthfully without all the drama of wanting to belong to a group that never really wanted me in the first place (just being real) and then getting frustrated I couldn't have my way and refusing to just let a closed door be, I pushed, and pushed and pushed. Eventually I got what I must have wanted-I pushed the whole crew away.

I regret that. No point in looking backwards now though, anyway, to your point-I can only hope I have the opportunity to show you (and everyone else0 that I am a better man than what I've seemed, especially recently, online.

Until I get the chance tho, please keep judgement's in my direction aimed at my e-persona, and not my real life persona. I would give you the same, without question.

Mike

[OSA]

Thank the lord 408 stepped up after Marty left or otherwise there wouldn't a forum shmuck on these sites...

[WillieMcFML]

i do not want to be associated in ANY WAY with 408mike irl

kid means well i'm sure but is 100% unstable

i'm protective of the org me and weiss worked for, and i don't want mike anywhere near it

call me crazy

You are crazy.

Aside from a recent tendency to be flaky there is nothing wrong with me, and trust that I wouldn't head out to another country as one of Weiss's crew and not be very aware that my actions reflect directly on him to his peers.

I would make Weiss look Godly, which he deserves (man toiled away for ages in Haiti already) or I wouldn't go. And for the time being, and likely this excursion, I am withdrawing.

You make a mistake that a lot of other people who haven't met me irl, or talked to me irl, make- you assume my e-persona is exactly like how I am in real life, and that's not fair to me.

I think because I tend to share real life stories and comings and goings, people assume I am one dimensional, which isn't true. Then, logically, you would assume my emotional instability is the same in real life and that I fly off the handle and whatever else.

I come online to be entertained, to mingle, to let off steam, to relax (typing is relaxing for me, kind of like shaving) and truthfully without all the drama of wanting to belong to a group that never really wanted me in the first place (just being real) and then getting frustrated I couldn't have my way and refusing to just let a closed door be, I pushed, and pushed and pushed. Eventually I got what I must have wanted-I pushed the whole crew away.

I regret that. No point in looking backwards now though, anyway, to your point-I can only hope I have the opportunity to show you (and everyone else0 that I am a better man than what I've seemed, especially recently, online.

Until I get the chance tho, please keep judgement's in my direction aimed at my e-persona, and not my real life persona. I would give you the same, without question.

Mike

i'm sorry but i don't see it any other way than you flipping the fuck out because you require attention

prove me wrong, just do it with another organization

[ErickAA]

On a side note, how do we all feel about the Filipina ladies. I have had no personal experience, but from looking at "amateur" porn on the internet as a whole they seem to be a little busted when it comes to looks, but have pretty decent bodies (above average T&A for Asian chicks), and just generally seem to have this aura of sexiness and willingness to please.

I am past the point in my life where I would travel around looking for a good time with the opposite sex, but the Phillipines seems like it might be a solid choice if that was your goal.

Also, from what I can tell it seems like you can get a lot of mileage being an average looking white guy over there, especially if you have a little coin to spend.

[408Mike]

You are crazy.

Aside from a recent tendency to be flaky there is nothing wrong with me, and trust that I wouldn't head out to another country as one of Weiss's crew and not be very aware that my actions reflect directly on him to his peers.

I would make Weiss look Godly, which he deserves (man toiled away for ages in Haiti already) or I wouldn't go. And for the time being, and likely this excursion, I am withdrawing.

You make a mistake that a lot of other people who haven't met me irl, or talked to me irl, make- you assume my e-persona is exactly like how I am in real life, and that's not fair to me.

I think because I tend to share real life stories and comings and goings, people assume I am one dimensional, which isn't true. Then, logically, you would assume my emotional instability is the same in real life and that I fly off the handle and whatever else.

I come online to be entertained, to mingle, to let off steam, to relax (typing is relaxing for me, kind of like shaving) and truthfully without all the drama of wanting to belong to a group that never really wanted me in the first place (just being real) and then getting frustrated I couldn't have my way and refusing to just let a closed door be, I pushed, and pushed and pushed. Eventually I got what I must have wanted-I pushed the whole crew away.

I regret that. No point in looking backwards now though, anyway, to your point-I can only hope I have the opportunity to show you (and everyone else0 that I am a better man than what I've seemed, especially recently, online.

Until I get the chance tho, please keep judgement's in my direction aimed at my e-persona, and not my real life persona. I would give you the same, without question.

Mike

i'm sorry but i don't see it any other way than you flipping the fuck out because you require attention

prove me wrong, just do it with another organization

Sorry pal, I am in this life to impress no one and you can take my convincing you of anything and shove it.

For the record, my attention whoring is a front, Tine sees through it (which is probably why I overreact to him) as does Scuter I am sure. It kind of goes like this- I am self destructing online and being unable to stop myself, I have become VERY frustrated.

Tine sees this and moves in (as a friend would do, I presume, but I don't know since I have no friends left hardly) and confronts me with REALITY. Reality is that I am my own worst enemy and solely responsible for my shitty situation and, additionally, skatz getting fed up with me and giving me the boot. It's all my fault.

Now what's a protective creative mind to do hmm? Let the truth in and be unhappy, or make up something more interesting? A nemesis would be great, someone I can blame for everything that could not even remotely be plausibly his fault.

Ultimately my 'attention whoring' is really me screaming and crying out, internally, because my life has completely fallen apart, I can't fix it, and it's all my fault. The emotions well up and spew out all over the place online. I am only vaguely aware this is real, today I have mental clarity, tomorrow my mind will be "protecting me" no doubt.

And it sucks. Being me, I mean.

I'd apologize to Tine et al but as Scuter already pointed out, my opinion is not respected for shit and overall fairly worthless, so nothing I've done or said has hurt anyone, except me.

Sorry Self, please forgive me. I have fucked you over well beyond the point of salvation. We're just treading water until that heart attack on the toilet, aren't we?

Fun.

[JUSTIFIEDhomicide]

Thank the lord 408 stepped up after Marty left or otherwise there wouldn't a forum shmuck on these sites...

Why is he a shmuck? I'd take Mike's armpit hair over you any day. You are awful. You come on the internet to wave your psuedo gay flag around because you're not man enough to do it in real life.

At least Mike is real. He might be REALly retarded, but still real.

[zealanddonk]

408, seriously, you appear to have difficulties organising your life and controlling your emotions. The last thing the phillipinos are going to want is some numpty telling them their lives are so much better than his.

You want attention, Micon wants attention, you love posting long rambles, micon needs content. Go back to donkdown and get treated the way you want to be.

[JUSTIFIEDhomicide]

Mike, let me just tell you this: If you aren't sure of your direction, drop everything and do what I am offering you. No matter how fucked up you are in life(You couldn't be more fucked up than I was before I left for Haiti. I had gotten out of a mental institution five days prior to going) It will give you direction in your life you never knew existed, if only for two weeks. Nothing is changing in your life in two weeks. You can type all of the what if's you would like. This is your opportunity you've been looking for. Trust me.

[WillieMcFML]

i'm sorry but i don't see it any other way than you flipping the fuck out because you require attention

prove me wrong, just do it with another organization

Sorry pal, I am in this life to impress no one and you can take my convincing you of anything and shove it.

For the record, my attention whoring is a front, Tine sees through it (which is probably why I overreact to him) as does Scuter I am sure. It kind of goes like this- I am self destructing online and being unable to stop myself, I have become VERY frustrated.

Tine sees this and moves in (as a friend would do, I presume, but I don't know since I have no friends left hardly) and confronts me with REALITY. Reality is that I am my own worst enemy and solely responsible for my shitty situation and, additionally, skatz getting fed up with me and giving me the boot. It's all my fault.

Now what's a protective creative mind to do hmm? Let the truth in and be unhappy, or make up something more interesting? A nemesis would be great, someone I can blame for everything that could not even remotely be plausibly his fault.

Ultimately my 'attention whoring' is really me screaming and crying out, internally, because my life has completely fallen apart, I can't fix it, and it's all my fault. The emotions well up and spew out all over the place online. I am only vaguely aware this is real, today I have mental clarity, tomorrow my mind will be "protecting me" no doubt.

And it sucks. Being me, I mean.

I'd apologize to Tine et al but as Scuter already pointed out, my opinion is not respected for shit and overall fairly worthless, so nothing I've done or said has hurt anyone, except me.

Sorry Self, please forgive me. I have fucked you over well beyond the point of salvation. We're just treading water until that heart attack on the toilet, aren't we?

Fun.

time to put your big boy pants on and do something productive without the help from your internet 'friends'

maybe that's the problem in the first place, you live in this fantasy world talking about jobs in oil fields, you talk about your 'buddy' hooking you with this opportunity, another 'buddy' maybe setting you up with this, etc

stop asking people from bodybulding.com, skatz, or here for advice

just take action, you're a grown ass man

if it helps, think of that day when you will be able to post on the internet that you did something...by yourself, without their help

[zealanddonk]

if it helps, think of that day when you will be able to post on the internet that you did something...by yourself, without their help

2 weeks after going to the Phillipines, Mike will post "I done managed to fuck up Willie's spot real good all by myself"
I cut out the other 15 pages of exactly how he ruined it for you, how much he hated being trapped on a plane for 14 hrs with nowhere to go, and how much better the phillipinos were living than he was.