Since i just read random and incorrect speculation ill answer it all here
in January 2020 walking home one night I got hit by a car didn't wake up for a month. I was dead, lucky to have lived and when I did wake up and became more clear headed. Was actually told by the nurse's, and Drs plus my parents then what all was happening. And obviously i was in excruciating pain too. Since my Pelvic Bone/Right Shoulder/Arm are also now plated together and have been surgically reconstructed. My Right knee buckled when i got hit and the Surgeon did my Knee last of al the surgeries since it was least serious i was told. So only in about a year ago so 2021 was I fully though all of my surgeries required. The entire situation for me was seriously traumatic and you all just haha and lol lol on a poker forum which is fine whatever but just know and serious as a heart attack this was NOT something overexaggerated or lied about for sympathy. I was hurt and alone and I knew that. Serious head trauma and TBI was a part of it and now, i do randomly get dizzy often or when I walk into big spaces like a Home Depot ill get dizzy until i find my own equilibrium again. Also ached and pains where the metal is and will be forever now do happen, which are annoying but i don't cry for sympathy even tho sometimes, you know you're hurt. So you realize too then, IDGAF if you disrespected me shamed me hated on me. When all I needed and more than ever in my life was a friend, people close to me. And that's serious too but I don't think i was led in a good direction now at all, i was hurt. Also devastating for me and going to be very hard to get over, especially if im correct about some other things happening here now.
This wasn't part of my plan only 18 months ago so in ways its thrust upon me now, and really. Ill just keep moving head straight, and yeah be hurt but what im confident with is this. I feel i tried to do this all correct and buy this home with my mother, which was my dream and that's now been so ruined, im just hurt. And alone so yeah, when people are hurt and alone they usually arent them best selves so, ill figure it out. I was a homeowner with my mother so that always will make me proud since didnt actually try and only think about myself when i spent the lawsuit money I got hit by a car to get. Lucky im not paralyzed and dead didn't walk for a year. I was in a wheelchair first and had to learn to walk one foot after the next. And in that Orth Rehabilitation i was with a kid who will never walk again, that was scary to see him and realize, i was going to be able to walk again. And i knew that after couple months but it was very very just, traumatic and draining for me honestly. Also moved 18 months ago so had to change all my Drs and Therapists and haven't been doing a good job of that at all so i just stopped now, its so much effort that really with everything else happening, I cant be bothered right now. And to feel so wrongly made fun of when im not even a Convicted felon in life. That misdemeanor mugshot that made its way around the forum was a fight with my DAD in 2010 and i loved, poker you all just shamed me here for that. On was my worst day so, oh well. Poker players wanted me to only be known by my worst day and that's fine but I didn't ask for that to be this way now.