well that's it. I've officially had it. tonight was the last straw.
so I've decided to roll with it. this never ending train wreck I call life. I have no friends, only people who say they're my friend and really they are my mortal enemy. they've pushed me as far as I can go.
so I'm calling it quits at life. in just a mere number of hours I will be gone. pushed from existence. I'm gonna let them win. I tried. I really did. but I just didn't try enough.
this is my final mission. I'm not going out with a bang, I'm going out silently. by myself.
I've been close to the edge for a while now. and I think it's time to go over. into the abyss.
one mistake begets another and I'm over it. I'm over life.
30 years was a good run. longer than some, shorter than most.
my family will be sad, my true friends will be sad but over time they'll cope and they'll understand that there was no helping me. this is the way it has to be.
bye everyone. it's been fun. but I won't be around anymore. on PFA or in life. unless I somehow get out of the deep depression I'm in.
go ahead and troll away. it's ok. I deserve it.
stay up
Larry