Has anyone been inside? Stake HomelessHeeb 1x?
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Has anyone been inside? Stake HomelessHeeb 1x?
Can I stake you into tonight's radio tourny, heeb?
lol - i'm at the library - plus i need to go get some beer in me brb
That's the building I saw jewdonk shimmying down the drainpipe
You're fucking homeless again for a REASON you moron.
CLUE- POKER
HOMELESS
GAMBLING
LANDON MARK
You haven't called me in weeks, as per the usual. Are you back on the pipe as well?
No soft bullshit, not ever again. Clean up your fucking LIFE kid, no excuses. Your fucking grandfather is writing poetry to try and motivate you in SOME way, tears in his eyes. The guy is worth millions, your dad is too, hell your mom is a fucking millionaire.
Notice they aren't stepping in bail you out? It's to HELP you, and every time you stumble, you devalue their efforts.
I did the same thing to a large varied group of people without realizing the damage I was doing, relationships I threw away. Don't make the same mistake, your family would LOVE to loan you cash to start a business or something, but you've got the functioning IQ of a damp sock, so they wait.
And they age, and grow sad.
Stop fucking around, do whatever you have to do but it's not going to be on these forums and if the word or image of poker anything pops up in your head get that shit out asap, however you do it.
If you decide to call me (doubtful) please don't, not until you get your shit straight. I lived out of boxes on a mountain bike and untold mental and emotional maladies ON TOP OF long deeply rooted addictions. GET OFF YOUR FUCKING ASS AND MAKE SOMETHING OF YOURSELF.
This thread should be deleted and heeb banned for 30 days to serve as negative reinforcement to stay the fuck away from poker.
I talk to dan first time in months, he says he's selling vacuum cleaners (why I have no idea, laziness seems likely) and HE JUST TOOK THE FIRST HUNDRED BUCKS TO THE CASINO AND LOST IT
BUT LESSON LEARNED FOLKS, LESSON LEARNED
WAIT, NO NOW HE'S LEARNED!!!
but next month he will REALLY learn.
it's like he's a spitting image of me, and now I can't stand him like Skatz can't stand me.
sigh... I miss you Scoots....fuck
I truly feel sorry for you Mike and your supposed friend Neverheeb...You are two of the dumbest people to ever walk the face of the earth....
I don't give a shit what happens to either of you, ever.
Ah, I see someone follows Scooter. I approve. My therapist does as well, her eyes were as big as dinner plates last week at the progress I made with his help.
Anyway, point me toward a bad post I have made, for reference please include a better post you have made so I may learn the error of my ways.
Thanks.
Well see the problem with what you just wrote- first and foremost, Dan is arguably the most intelligent person on these forums along with Scooter and possibly Cobson (Heeb is quirky no doubt, but a genius from a long long long line of geniuses) and I....well, rather than presume/boast/look foolish, I'd gladly take you on some kind of fair IQ test of some kind. It seems marginal to say you are dumber/smarter than me and vice versa, but I would bet on me in a heart beat...
oh just what you need...
you will never learn because you believe playing the victim/woe is me role is somehow ideal.
this belief is rooted in the same flawed philosophy that landed you a loljob selling vacuum cleaners like a .... a....I don't know, uneducated ex con whose given up on life....fuck
that WAS you if you so desire, but it takes WORK to get there and
YOU ARE FUCKING LAZY
LAZY LAZY LAZY
AND FAT
Stop pretending to be weak/soft etc and grow the fuck up. I know what it takes to motivate you and that is ANGER. I can leverage you if I really have to and do to you like skatz did to me (make me so angry I - BECAME PRODUCTIVE) but really, you are too damn smart. You have gifts I do not, you know deep down you have to put in the elbow grease, use your fucking brain and shit.
so do it!
or keep being lazy and a waste of potential.
and making your grandfather cry at night while he writes you POETRY because his HEART IS BREAKING WITH EVERY BREATH HE TAKES
I hope that makes you happy. your father hates you so much he stopped caring to protect himSelf, your mother is the same way except she's stuck with emotional bonds that have kept you alive to this point.
Your brother? he wrote you off a long time ago bud.
You are the black sheep of your family and will remain so until you get off your ass and find a way to become financially solvent USING YOUR
BRAIN
I know it's so much more romantic "OH GOSH GUYS, WOW WHAT A WEEK- I WORKED 9 TRILLION HOURS IN THE SUN AND WITH A BOW TIE ON AND GOSH I ONLY MADE THIS WOODEN NICKEL. HEAP ON THE PITY! HEAPS AND HEAPS! CUZ IT'S EASIER THAN GETTING MY RESUME OUT AND MAKING GOOD CASH USING THIS GENIUS BRAIN OF MINE!" but really, that's just an act so you can stay lazy and get attention.
I should know, being the expert on not doing anything while seeking pity (and wasting good advice sadly...)
Actually, you need to not only become less lazy, you need to GROW UP. Every time I talk to you it's like speaking to a 5 year old, but that's just an act. I KNOW you brother, I know damn well you'll turn the corner eventually, the only questions at this point are when and why waste another minute achieving eventuality?
MOVE!
WB 408Mike that was quick and don't be paranoid that Druff is going to data mine your personal info your not that important
It really was.
What gets me and makes me feel funky- EVERYONE has stepped in to help. My meth dealer cut me off soon as I told him I landed the job I have "You look way better than before" were his last words to me, Skatz forcibly removed me, my mother threw me in the street and we are now reconciling, God stepped in and provided an opportunity I probably don't deserve..it's so much that I literally perform and happily so, trying to show gratitude and respect but feeling very weird all the same.
I have a hell of a lot of debt to mankind to repay, and it shall be so.
You are confusing apathy toward life, addictions and low self esteem with what you perceive to be intelligence or the lack of.
Easy mistake to make, and I can assure you, Heeb is VERY intelligent.
He is also a passive manipulator which is precisely why I hate him right now. He can change any time, he's not going to though until enough people turn their backs to him and force him to act. So the big question is why delay what's inevitable?
He's being a lazy bitch, essentially. When I went to the clinic for the first time, I was dizzy and going manic to the point I couldn't read numbers and had no idea where I was. Some part of me FOUGHT and FOUGHT getting help/therapy and I have no idea what/why this is, but it's very powerful and my enemy.
Heeb is more intelligent than I am, has CONSIDERABLE resources at his immediate disposal, and has nowhere near the psychological problems I suffer from, yet here I am making 3k a month without begging stealing or prostituting myself.
I just alienated literally everyone who helped me in the process...but I have taken good care of my elderly friends and gone back to being loved doing what I do best and reconciled with my mom and (aside from a recent setback) stayed clean (not sober eh Bob) so I am performing admirably I think.
I have found balance thank you for caring etc. I am not staying for good per se, just feeling things out, trying to enjoy my time and bring enjoyment for others while progressing in life.
I have little against heeb being on the forums as they are low on the list of problems he has to tackle. It's one facet of a much more complex beast that I rooted down to laziness and passive manipulation, which he uses...to stay lazy. He should be designing ground breaking rockets by now or something, but either laziness or fear of trying and failing is holding him back. He deserves help more than I ever did, I think.
Not that I am ungrateful, but really, he's got more to offer mankind in the long run. Just my .02$
So how about that new casino?
muck.
if you were a meth dealer, would you want mike as a client?
I will be very honest here and in exchange I ask that you, presuming you believe me (and I think you will) stop trolling me from here on out.
The guy was/is a friend I know from poker home games. I've known him a long time, somewhat close to his wife/kids (he has three, one just went to the world series in texas, I wasn't following super close but they won) and I know he's not doing super good in life, he flips on the side for extra cash.
Well, to clarify, he flips two common products and nothing else. I approached him one night hurting for my fire he said he could get shit and I said I wanted it.
Specifically, THIS ONE SINGLE FUCKING TIME I had a very clear chance to walk away-when he got the stuff for me, we met up and he looked me dead in the eye and said "are you sure?"
I said yes, not thinking very clearly at the time just desperate for pain relief. DESPERATE
My life evaporated for several months as I burned through my student loans and savings. Grades went to shit, the whole nine. I may as well have been dead for months, the tail end of this you can see for yourself on skatz.
Look- I can't hold anything against the guy because he offered me an out I did not take. From there yeah, he told me constantly he wished I would go back to yo, I was way worse etc, but he needed the extra cash I mean...dude has a wife and three kids and barely works part time. I hold nothing against him.
He's doing better and being a middle man making very little killing me in the process is not appealing to him. I have owed this dude up to $600 at times and recently owed him $250, he has been paid off and as Tine said, you would NOT want me as a customer. The only way he got me to pay promptly....well, that's pretty obvious.
You want mad? You want insane Mike? You promise me dope and upon my paying you tell me you'll have it in 15 and vanish
AND LIVE A MILE AWAY FROM ME
I never go or went beyond phone calls and texts, but if this gives you perspective, I burned through $30 in one night last friday losing my mind because I took the only cash I had to pay dude off thinking I was going to get some. Meaning, probably 80 phone calls over a hundred texts etc. He rode me out though, and we talked on Monday and I said thank you, he regrets hooking me but you know, shit's real out there. He gave me an out, I said I knew what I was doing and I'm not sure I should regret it or not. Yo was much worse for me I think, but i can't say for sure. I will say I am down to one connect and it's def a bit safer for me to have this nuisance than the other as what I am liking now time to time is VERY VERY VERY hard to find. Shit yo I can get from a dozen people easily, I am blessed to have 0.0 desire for that substance.
Life goes on, I hope this post earns me some cred as you weiss and bubbles are burning the midnight oil here for really no reason. Weiss is just an asshole so whatever, but I've dealt with you and your bullshit long enough. I hope this ends it.
408,
Posters like Muck are jealous of success and thrive on other people's misery. They're best ignored. I'm glad you seem to be doing better and keep it fucking going.
what in the god damn hell is going on here?
it seems to me that someone is "on one"
Mike calling others lazy is cray.