From The Penthouse To The Poorhouse: A WillieMcFuckMyLife Saga

The second PFA person who loaned money to Willie, who wishes not to be identified, has contacted me and told me that Willie hasn't paid a penny yet, and he isn't optimistic he will see any of it.

He also mentioned that...

 

Just kidding.

The person informed me that Willie paid in full.

i guess i should come "clean"

this was all a ruse to try to flush out yEBSITE

it didn't work obv, and thank you for all the well wishes but i'm fine

in fairness we didnt wish you *that* well..

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Originally Posted by WillieMcFML

i guess i should come "clean"

this was all a ruse to try to flush out yEBSITE

it didn't work obv, and thank you for all the well wishes but i'm fine

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and no, i was not trying to carry the fire in a spoon

c'mon guys

Glad to see you have some relief and things are better. Now we just need to get you completely off everything, but I understand that takes time and patience.

Baby steps brotha, you can do it

TAKE IT DOWN

It's Keith Richards 72nd birthday today and he says we're all quitters and pussies

TAKE IT DOWN

If it's a level well done. Been awhile since so many people bit.
Then again addicts are perhaps the best liars out there, so this could be that.

Regardless....

http://youtu.be/k0t0EW6z8a0

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Originally Posted by BCR

It's Keith Richards 72nd birthday today and he says we're all quitters and pussies

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Id like to hear him expand on that but it might be asking too much.
Looking good though.

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Originally Posted by WillieMcFML

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Originally Posted by DRK Star

are there any specific meds that you could use to help your situation?

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besides methadone, subuxone

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buprenorphine

the problem with suboxone is it's an opiate antagonist, which means if you have any dope in your system it gives you immediate, severe withdrawals.

i actually have some and everyone says it's a miracle drug, but i must be taking it too soon after my last high, because it makes me hella sick.

i'm not waiting long enough, apparently. you have to get sick enough to get better, as strange as that sounds...which is hard to do.

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The problem with all of these is the methadone, the suboxone, the subutex are all harder drugs to quit than the H. Their withdraw isn't as intense, but lasts a shit ton longer than Hor other opiates.

Look into clonidine if you're still going through any of this shit. It's what detox facilities would give you if they dont support methadone or subs. I consider those both just trade off addictions.

It sucks that they had us tricked into thinking we could take methadone or subs and be cured. They didnt mention its withdrawal symptoms were like heroin withdrawal but in marathon form.

Im gonna read this entire thread. I obv know youre doing better, but this shit is right up my alley

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Originally Posted by limitles

Denial is a river of trouble Willie. Let's admit it. You was fine until Yebsite

BTW there's another way to kick the drugs, but ya gotta take drugs, well drug plants.

That's why I'm heading down to the Amazon in the spring with Tyde.

There's room

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I have a good Ibogaine trip report. Don't believe the hype

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Originally Posted by sonatine

I saw someone with a 17 year dope habit kick with bupe. She went cold turkey on several occasions but always ended up drifting back into it because lol this fucking world. Bupe program solved that.

Will, you mentioned bupe but it sounds like youre not taking it under the strict instructions of a licensed physician.

Which says youre not really serious about no longer being a junky.

Which is honestly fine; no one can drag you off that ferris wheel, you gotta get off when youre ready. But half assing your golden ticket to a life without chemical chains is a bad look. If you really give a shit, see a doctor, get a script, follow their instructions to the letter. Otherwise whatever you do will be about as frustrating and ineffectual as this thread.

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Is she still on the subs? Theyre really hard to kick man. These doctors want to keep giving them to you because suboxone and subutex are all cash business for these doctors. THey want you on that shit for life no matter how much they preach 'weening' off of it

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Originally Posted by delaware

willie i was 60 when i was put on oxycodone. started with 10mg now i take 90 2 tim
es a day someday more. iam 68 now and cant walk without them and a canethis shit just dont let you go,this is just man made herion,if you can get by for 3 weeks without any your on your way to beino ok. but for 14 days your going tho hell. iam just to old to want to feel that bad. i have never done the real stuff and never will. you need those 2 weeks at home alone to have a chance. if you get that done just remember do it one time and you will have to start all over again. good luck willie your to young for this life

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Damn.

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Originally Posted by Jayjami

OSA, not going to post a picture of my son for you to masturdate to, but here one my wife took of Bryan Cranston (aka Walter White) at breakfast yesterday.

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How the hell did an idiot like you manage to pass the California bar exam?

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Originally Posted by FR1GHT

In before DRK shows up to defend his bro after he shoots Willie for using drugs.

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Holy shit.

:hof

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Originally Posted by handicapme

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Originally Posted by WillieMcFML

for anybody interested in an update...

i called my doc today and told the receptionist i relapsed and needed a new script for 50mg/day to stabalize myself, so i can work and not have to worry about being dopesick

she said they would call if there was any problem (otherwise it would be ready for me to pickup tomorrow)

well, they never called back so tomorrow i can go pick up the script and hopefully find a pharmacy to fill it

this will be a huge step towards starting to live a normal life again, and not have to struggle daily with being dopesick (or the fear of being dopesick)

it sucks after all these years weaning myself down to just 10mg per day, and having to take such a big step back, but at this point it really is my best option


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i never mentioned i was referring to methadone for those who didn't figure that out

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how many times have you used since starting this thread? Can't really relate buddy, but isn't 50mg to high considering you were living on 10mg for so long? Again, I know nothing about this, just hoping for the best for you.

Also, pay the little stuck up faggot his money when you can and never talk to him again. Him not ever coming back here isn't going to change anything besides us having one less aids riddled homo running around thinking he's better than everyone else all cuz he can suck a bowling ball through a straw.

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I dont think he intended to take all 50 each day. As addicts one of the most important things is to have those extra meds you need so you have a peace of mind that youre not going to be cutting it close and get dope sick on day 26-27 of the month when you cant refill yet

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Originally Posted by Pooh

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Originally Posted by Krypt

I find it bemusing, to say the least, that "Druff" so flippantly created a sensationalist thread minutes after a misunderstanding regarding paypal procedures. If you're confused as to what I'm referring to, please check the record.

This is clearly a rolling, and plol was essentially shamed into bailing out a junky. For a right leaning forum, there were quite a few socialists pleading for handouts on "willie"'s behalf. Do you frauds have no shame? What ever happened to personal responsibility? I absolutely echo tgull's sentiments in this matter.

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Given the similar reps, this isn't surprising. Pretty sure this sites considers you both one and the same anyway.

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Unlike krypt, I'm pretty sure the other guy has had sex with a human without having to pay for it.

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Originally Posted by WillieMcFML

and no, i was not trying to carry the fire in a spoon

c'mon guys

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Never heard of H in pill form. If I were gonna be doing it straight to the veins would be the only way, Hoser style