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The time has come. I get sentenced Monday, March 17th. The hearing starts at 2pm Chicago time. It will be an interesting day to say the least. The government will tell the Judge how horrible a person I am. They will call me a liar, a con man, a fraudster, motivated by greed, and say every bad thing that they can say about me. They will say the Weight Loss Cure book is totally worthless. They will say every book, cd program, and seminar I ever produced is worthless and full of lies. They will show private personal email excerpts to and from my wife, and several female friends. I ask for forgiveness to those who may be embarrassed by the Government showing those emails. Please love and support those innocent people that the Government tries to hurt and embarrass, and send love (do not be angry or upset) to those from the Government who are showing the private emails. The emails may show the roller coaster range of emotions I have personally dealt with while I have been incarcerated. They will show me as being human. As you know, negative emotions tell you that your alignment is off. When I first got here, I experienced them all...sadness, loneliness, fear, anxiety etc. I used those emotions to correct my thinking and get back into alignment, which is always a work in progress. You always feel the most intense emotions with those who are close to you, with me it is my wife. I have done much venting with her via email and let a lot out! She has been so supportive. They will take everything out of context to make me look as bad as possible. Imagine having someone say half truths and lies about you, constantly saying horrible things about you. Some of you know what it feels like if you went through a nasty divorce. It can be very painful. It can make you mad, depressed, and want to lash out. Because you know what is being said about you is not true, or distorted, taken out of context or misleading.
What I will do at sentencing is sit there, and send them all unconditional love. I will turn the other cheek. It is easy to love someone who loves you. You need to love people WITHOUT condition. You need to love people when they HATE you, lie about you, say horrible things about you, try to hurt you, and attack you. (even though it can be painful and embarrassing) You can be kind to people who are kind to you, and be kind to people who are unkind to you, ONLY IF kindness is your nature. I am working on making unconditional love and kindness my nature, more and more each day. Monday will be a wonderful day for me, as I get to show (energetically) my true nature, which is becoming more unconditional loving than ever, and totally accepting without condition. (a constant work in progress!) I will turn the other cheek. I am human, thus I am flawed, as we all are. I have made mistakes in the past and I take responsibility for all my actions. I am still learning and still the student. Yet I know God (Source, the Universe) unconditionally loves and accepts me even with my weaknesses, flaws, and mistakes. I will be sentenced by Judge Guzman. Whatever the sentence it, I will be thankful. I know the Universe (God) will allow me to be free from prison at the perfect time for my highest good. Today I am at peace. Monday, no matter what happens and no matter what the sentence is, I will still be at peace, because peace is my nature.(still a work in progress!) Much love to you all, and thank you all for your unconditional love and support.
