A lot of people have been Tweeting and PMing me telling me that they miss me on radio and asking why I am taking a leave of absence. I really want to thank all those who stepped up to express their concern etc. There is no doubt that I enjoy doing radio and that I feel devoted to this site and its success. Despite bad blood in the past between Druff and I, I really came full circle when he was dismissed from DD in the way he was - it never sat right with me and I felt a family bond had been shattered. I guess I'm big on family and staying true to those who have built a business with you, so I felt both hurt on Druff's behalf, and a sense of loyalty to him to come here and try and rebuild something.
Although I am uncomfortable with the ongoing feud with Marty and the way it was being handled both in the past and more recently, I promise you that was not the reason for my leaving radio. I remain fully in the PFA camp at this juncture. I think Druff was put in a very difficult, maybe impossible situation and he responded out of desperation. We don't always make wise choices in desperate situations. I did PM Druff and ask him to consider other avenues of defense, because I was concerned that his actions were making him look bad and could have a negative impact on PFA's success. But the fact that all that happened at the same time as my stepping down is truly just a coincidence.
The real story is that my life took a sudden turn this year and most recently, I found I did not have week nights free anymore. Because things are emotionally charged for my family members right now, I couldn't choose to just hire a babysitter and keep my Tuesday nights for myself - it is a matter of my daughter's well being and that is my first priority. I am also dealing with some financial exigencies and spending a lot less time online these days, as I am trying to both build my side business (graphic and ad design), and as well, move forward with my day job into a higher salary range. This is all in an attempt to keep up with mounting pressures - life is crazy expensive right now for reasons I won't go into here on these boards, and I am the one in the family who must carry the weight.
There may come a time that I'llbe able to come back and do radio regularly. Until then, I hope to be able to call in here and there and do quick guest shots, if Druff and Drex will have me.
Thanks again to everyone who made me feel loved and appreciated. I adore you guys too - keep making me laugh like you do - it's what makes life fun when you're working your ass off.