LOL, I went through a total body scan and battery of tests. I'm fine. You on the other hand will be likely dead in probably 3 years due to severe drug and alcohol use. If you have any dependents they will simply take the cash you leave behind and walk away saying thanks. You'll die completely alone which really is fitting for some that hates life every day. As the one poster said correctly rope is on sale. Nobody, and I mean nobody will miss you. One can make the compelling case this world will be much better off without you. Take a hint.