In the last month I've had a buddy go down and is looking at ~5 years in prison, a buddy pass in his early 30's (we aren't sure why yet, but I think I know) and in the last 2 years three close friends have all gone down for dist and are all still in prison. A fourth got lucky and was popped but gave enough info to DEA I guess to get off with probation, and a 5th is awaiting whether the DA is going to charge with intent to dist or just possesion (coke)
Damn dude, it's like in my 20's, no one died, everyone was always dodging the law just fine, we all made money, and now all of a sudden people are actually dying and some are already in prison or on the way. Oh, and the rest have fucking kids and may as well be dead.
If you're saying what I think you're saying, in the near future I will be either dead, in jail, or still treading water in life, watching my friends and loved ones go down or pass away.
How do you see my future panning out?
Also what in the hell do I actually have to look FORWARD to in life???
Where is the happiness worth working hard and fighting for???